please tell me some of you remember letterland? i think the letter ‘m’ was called ‘munching mike’ and i was sat on a bench and i just remembered the whole thing. so the next day at school i was asking everyone if they remember it and everyone thought i was insane…
I believe this is the best thing anyone has ever posted on here. I loved this.
don’t bother reading this shit.
today has been totally shit.i hate my life so much.why are my friends being so mean to me?i haven’t done anything mean to them.i’m never mean to any of them.i wasn’t eating at break cause i felt kind of sick and i was still full from breakfast and lily was making this big scene and saying to other girls in our class that i had a problem.she just wants people to tell more lies about me.and i wore my hair down today and kaya was like “aisling you do know your hair isn’t poker straight don’t you?i mean if that’s what you were going for it’s….nice.” i was just like ‘oh fuck off.’ oh and in english last week we had to write stories and i wrote a story about a girl who was raped and my teacher read it out and all my ‘friends’ were saying that i’m so smart and great at everything but they were just saying it in a bitchy way.ib sphe we were talking about cancer (which my dad once had) and i just started crying cause it was really sad so i went to the bathroom and by the time i came back class was over and i walked in on them saying that “it’s just for attention” i mean ffs i hate attention!my form teacher talked to me just before lunch and was asking me if i was ok and if i had “close, good friends” and i was just like “eh yeah,i’m ok.and my friends are great.” i wish that was true.when i got home from study i ate loads since i hadn’t eaten much all day but i just want to vomit it up now.i want to die, i hate my life.everything hurts.no,i don’t want to die.i just want the pain to stop.
Aisling, I doubt I can really say anything, but I really do know how you feel. So if you ever want to talk..
revolutions:playmynerves:carpios:sydneyesque:
Greg: What the fuck Evan we’re down two points!
Evan: Fuckin’ calm down Greg, it’s soccer. It’s soccer.
Greg: Fuck you, man.
Seth: Hey Greg, why don’t you go piss your pants again?
Greg: That was like eight years ago asshole.
Seth: People don’t forget!
I had a seriously shitty day.. but i’m listening to Mumford and Sons’ session on Radio 1, so it’s all good.
Been in the Drama studio since 9 this morning, and only just finished at 6.30. :| and the play’s still shit, and me and Rachael still feel like we’re doing all the work. One member of our group has swine flu, so can’t rehearse, and all the others feel like we’re getting it too. Our exam’s next Thursday for fucks sake.
Now I have to write an English essay for tomorrow, yes. :)
Just watched this lovely programme about a boy suffering from Autism, really insightful and quite beautiful.
i need a cigarette, a proper drink and my boyfriend.
i can manage with just my boyfriend though.
This sums up my life at the moment.
I’m completely shattered after every school day and I get so low, I feel like crying all the time. I just want to get my exam results, go to university and get out of shitty Ipswich.
